Nectarine

by Funeral Advantage

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1.
Rinsed 04:08
So I'll keep it with mine as long as you come along You washed away the reason I'm in pain So I'll keep it in mind as long as we can move on Because you can’t and I won’t And now I can’t stand to go back again She took one look at me and wanted to run But that’s between her and I When she looked at me, I should have run Because it could have been mine But she decided otherwise I decide I can’t in the waiting room Because when I saw the end, I didn’t want to go back again She took a look at me and wanted to run But that’s between her and I Because when God made three he took away one And I didn’t think it was mine But we decided otherwise
2.
Black House 03:39
Hide your cough There’s nothing left so break it off or I’ll force you on a different path Back when you would cope with painting this house black So I burned it all It’s hard to see you like this but I cannot help you right now But then we both realized, all things were left avowed Now I’m fucked Because you were moving through a fantasy and moving without me and I… I’m fucked And I wish you would break me, I wish love had taken me and I… I’m fucked Because you nurtured the love in this home, so I kept you away... Because I’m fucked We shouldn’t fuck It never makes things better but then who am I to judge? I’d rather waste my time not disappointing both of us But then you lift your shirt up Now I’m fucked Because you were moving through a fantasy and moving without me and I… I’m fucked And I wish you would break me, I wish love had taken me and I… I’m fucked When you kissed me you still felt alone and I don’t know what to say Because I’m fucked When you’re a touch out of breath Say my name in your head and I’ll be there Take it back when I’m sick, said it under your breath I’ll be waiting When you’re a touch out of breath Say my name in a different way Take it back when I’m sick, said it under your breath I’ll be waiting I’ll be waiting
3.
In a different way I thought you talking would be a reason to stay under cover I had trouble staying awake Though rejecting rejection, can I still please come over? So who cares? And who knows? I wouldn’t try so hard to pick up the phone Oh when I… I see you walking away I’ll share you, we’ll share her, for her to get better You still have nothing to say You take me by the hand and lead me to go with her And I don’t have the energy to fight anymore I’m teasing you to settle this score I can’t again At least, not the way you want me to So lead the way Because I can’t give myself yet, until we’re walking down the street where we live I wasn’t always this way I’ll share you, we’ll share her, for her to get better She’s still a distance away But if you show me her door, I can glue it back together You started spending increased time away from home You like staying here because no one knows I can’t again At least, not the way you want me to So lead the way Because I can’t give myself to you Why don’t you move into my house? It’s better, you’ll find out just what it feels like to be cold
4.
Full faced figure floating there on the floor I felt a black-shaped specter casted there at the door I was high as a kite when I first heard about her I thought a black shaped figure standing there was impossible I lit some candles and I stepped inside into another world A dark prison where she held me at last, it felt so powerful I’d like to say it meant any less but it’s already gone I won’t let go of your hand if you disappear Because this isn’t real, and you’re not real I won’t forget if you don't want me to And if I had the chance, I’d still ask you That’s when I realized it was me who was dead How do you sleep through so much yet make the same mistakes your parents did? There was no other laugh that I heard that seemed like yours A broken smile shined back as I laughed because I was hers Miserable hell in which I felt deep inside of to find what I deserved There in the moment where I pushed her aside to look beyond the curve… To haunt, to hold, she whispers to me
5.
Bad Magnet 03:41
You strung along In hiding You swam alone Beside me It’s been a long time Since I left you You accept all the abuse given To you I said nothing of use To you Four letters sent To you I thought my love would bend To you We don’t belong All our are dreams were shit You came a lot So I stuck to the script Because it’s been a long time Since I loved you So I don’t know And it’s been a while Since I’ve seen you But you’re so far away
6.
Take Me Down 03:45
It shouldn’t be long before I let you inside We’re hiding out In open ground Here where we don’t belong It shouldn’t be long before I let you inside Do you still regret it Even though you said it And knew you were wrong? It shouldn’t be long before I let you inside You’re all a waste of shit Dissatisfied Deleting all the photos of us, seven at a time And then you whisper to me, secretly, That this wouldn’t have happened if you liked what I liked Oh and how I lied! The shaming that forced us to push away all our friends It shouldn’t be long before I let you inside You will not win us , you’re either with us or with them. You’re either with us or with them. You’re all a waste of shit Dissatisfied Deleting all the photos of us, seven at a time And then you whisper to me, secretly, That this wouldn’t have happened if you liked what I liked So I guess whatever makes you feel this fucking alive… You’re all a waste of shit Dissatisfied Deleting all those photos of us, made you feel alive And then you whisper to me, secretly, This wouldn’t have happened if they liked what I liked, but it shouldn’t be long before I let you inside Because you’re either with us or with them.
7.
Burn my body in the ground.

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released February 22, 2019

Additional vocals on track 6 by Loren Rivera
Saxophone on track 3 by Javier Lom
Track 2 mixed by Justin Gerrish
Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, & 7 mixed by Ian Van Opijnen
Photography & art direction by Yusef Porcello

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